broken heartstrings

i want that life in the hills. the feeling that everything is a-ok. that there's silence and calm in the house. that there's love. i want to see the sun set from above franklin. i want to feel the cool of dark wood-paneled floors beneath the soles of my feet. i want to feel safe. i want to breathe and sigh, and feel alive.

that is for sure a creepy feeling. i felt it roll down to the tips of my toes.

maybe i'd better let up a little bit.